Wonder Wheel Blues

So it’s not Valentine’s day or Christmas, but it sure feel like it!! Either I try not to think about a silly Independence Day celebration or I create plans…..pronto!

There are about 15+ days left to make plans. What will this accomplish? Will I liberate myself by making plans or is the holiday anxiety getting the best of me? (I'm afraid so...wonder wheel blues I call them!)

Wouldn’t it be lovely to spend a weekend by the beach with my love, good food and pinot grigio, or I would settle for a veggie BBQ with my lover and friends… but since this is ALL about being HAPPY all by myself…aka… SINGLE, what do I do with the holiday/wonder wheel blues?

So I must tacke another challenege! Ready, set, GO!

Task:

How to create a great 4th of July weekend/day, without thinking about how great last year’s Grimaldi’s by Dumbo experience was? (looking back now, it wasn’t great.. it was a waste of my time..ugh..anyway)

Background:

1- I almost never have a great time with family- scratch them out of the plan ( I’m so glad I am honest with myself now)

2-I will not be happy alone in my house (probably would just facebook stalk people and forget about all my blessings)

3-I probably want to put on a cute outfit together (yes, yes, yes)

4-Drinks and fireworks make me happy (a little vino or summer ale always makes memories sweeter)

5-Can’t drink and drive so….(need a FULL plan)

Plan:

1-Email friends (check)

2-Now let the Universe bring me the plans…check in with the Universe/plan by June 28th

Is anyone else experiencing holiday blues? I keep telling myself after 4th of July it is only going to be July 5th….no big deal, so BREATHE! I will be okay.. as long as I got me babe! :)

By LunaLove